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When we sat there like that. I could hardly recall a time where we weren't like that... hand in hand, eyes to the sky, peaceful scenery surrounding us. Yet...
I let him take you away, let him drag you to something that would effect your life, and worst of all, I... I sat there looking at you, laughing, because your face... was utterly.. ridiculous.
That's not how I really felt, I was terrified to see you being taken from me like that, but.. I knew well that I couldn't do a thing about it. Truthfully, you were the one who'd saved me, and I was too scared to be your hero, I was scared that if I'd changed positions with you, that, you would be considered the weak one. You would look to me for help more often, and... what if I couldn't give it to you? What if I let you down?
I didn't want that sort of obligation, so, I let him take you from me. Do I regret it?
I do.
I had nightmares often in the time where we didn't see one another, or speak to one another. I woke in the middle of the night in cold sweats, screaming.... it worried the people of my house, it worried my boss... but I couldn't help it. The first person I'd ever made a true friend of mine, I'd ever gotten close to, had been stolen, so.. easily...
The guilt of sitting there, watching it happen, burned a hole in my heart that will never be full again, because even though I sit here with you now, I still think back to that time where I couldn't. I think back to the work you must have constantly been put through.
The reason you and I had made an alliance in the first place, was to ensure safety, wasn't it? Wasn't that what you'd been looking for?
If you want an explanation to why I hadn't taken you seriously each time you'd told me Russia was plotting to attack me... its because, I thought I deserved it, but, I didn't want to show it. I don't know why I didn't want to, perhaps it was just my way of punishing myself, for letting him take you from me.
I promise to you I will get better, and, sometime in the future, when you rely on me again, I hope... I don't let you down.
I let him take you away, let him drag you to something that would effect your life, and worst of all, I... I sat there looking at you, laughing, because your face... was utterly.. ridiculous.
That's not how I really felt, I was terrified to see you being taken from me like that, but.. I knew well that I couldn't do a thing about it. Truthfully, you were the one who'd saved me, and I was too scared to be your hero, I was scared that if I'd changed positions with you, that, you would be considered the weak one. You would look to me for help more often, and... what if I couldn't give it to you? What if I let you down?
I didn't want that sort of obligation, so, I let him take you from me. Do I regret it?
I do.
I had nightmares often in the time where we didn't see one another, or speak to one another. I woke in the middle of the night in cold sweats, screaming.... it worried the people of my house, it worried my boss... but I couldn't help it. The first person I'd ever made a true friend of mine, I'd ever gotten close to, had been stolen, so.. easily...
The guilt of sitting there, watching it happen, burned a hole in my heart that will never be full again, because even though I sit here with you now, I still think back to that time where I couldn't. I think back to the work you must have constantly been put through.
The reason you and I had made an alliance in the first place, was to ensure safety, wasn't it? Wasn't that what you'd been looking for?
If you want an explanation to why I hadn't taken you seriously each time you'd told me Russia was plotting to attack me... its because, I thought I deserved it, but, I didn't want to show it. I don't know why I didn't want to, perhaps it was just my way of punishing myself, for letting him take you from me.
I promise to you I will get better, and, sometime in the future, when you rely on me again, I hope... I don't let you down.
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A/N: You know what, I decided that I am gonna put SwissAus and LietPol in here. Y'know why? Because there aren't enough SwissAus shippers! Practically everyone ships either AusHun or PruAus or SwissLiech and I don't really care for any of those pairings, so I'm on a mission to convert all of you to SwissAus. If I successfully complete my mission, review telling me how you have been converted! (Btw, this is my first time writing SwissAus and LietPol so extra props to me if that happens XD)
Vash Zwingli roamed the halls of the school, feeling too restless to turn in for the night just yet. Though his expression didn't show it, he w
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Spain pulled at the chains at his wrist once more scowling at them. He gave a helpless glance at the window thirty stories up. From this angle he could now easily see the blue and vast sky.
And somewhere under the same sky Romano was waiting for him to come home.
He had to get home.
Grunting he pulled at the chains once more attempting to break free.
When nothing happened he slumped forward and cursed Arthur Kirkland.
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Romano set down the brush slightly and looked towards the window that faced the front of the house once more. He
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A/N: Hello There! Thank you very much for reading my story! I'd just like you all to know that this fanfiction will contain many pairings, and I'm going to try to distribute the love to everyone equally! Also, reviews make me suuuuper happy! They encourage me to work faster, and feedback is always appreciated!
Also, there's one element to this story that might be hard to grasp. Basically, the characters are existing in a world parallel to the one in Hetalia, where instead of Nations, they're ordinary humans. However, the two worlds are not completely separate from one another. In fact, the worlds are almost exactly the same, the only differe
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I really wanted to write about Poland...
I know this isn't Christmas Themed, and my Christmas Spamano story is still forming, but.. this was something I've been wanting to write on, and so I did.
I'm not always Historically accurate so I'm sorry T--T
BUT I do like to put romantic sorrow depth in my stories xDD
As you can tell OTL
I really liked writing this one~
I feel Poland is deeper under the surface ^^
I know this isn't Christmas Themed, and my Christmas Spamano story is still forming, but.. this was something I've been wanting to write on, and so I did.
I'm not always Historically accurate so I'm sorry T--T
BUT I do like to put romantic sorrow depth in my stories xDD
As you can tell OTL
I really liked writing this one~
I feel Poland is deeper under the surface ^^
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