I tried to write this around Christmas Time but I found I couldn't really get around to doing so, so I thought I'd write it now instead. Now seems better than then, and then was just the past fabr- that isn't what I'm here for uhm...
Well as you know I haven't been on this account for a long time, in fact I made myself a new account to make up for coming back to this one and having the feeling that maybe the time's passed on this account... is my new potential main, unless I look through the memories this account has and decide to come back...
So recently, Spain and I broke up, yep. I'd rather not go into detail because... details are details and well, I don't want to have a say where I'd make her look bad so I'll abstain from explaining. I'm healing but its taking longer than I thought, we broke up in December.
I've been figuring out some future plans, and currently I'm working on getting a job to fill some voids.. after I've earned up some money, I'm getting on a bus to move in with a friend, someone who is like... practically is my sister. There I will potentially take a few months to just chill and then get a job in which I will be saving up money to either go to an art institute or to travel to England where I will get an apartment in Brighton and live for a while with a small time job in which I can just pay for things for myself and live comfortably.
I made these decisions because they are what are most comfortable for me right now, I've been dealing with a whole lot of shit, even beyond the break up, and I just need a break to figure some stuff out before making any further big decision on my life, like what my career path should be.
My friend and I will definitely have a good time together and the fact that she is someone I am very close with is even better. I'll be living in New Jersey soon enough.. of course after graduation; which is another stress.
No status on making friends around here, pretty much gave up on that ~
Good to see you all again,